What do you think this rap means??

Just peering from a far or a least from my blown out perspective it seemed that way for the moment I was perceived that way Mr.Intraplation from peering at her too long, it seems to be that meaning less dream when you wake up not feeling any different from the time you spent pondering wondering the corridors of my fagile mind,there has been to many occasions when I'm asking myself do I mine if the word has caused so much confusion. And say I need her in my life like the need to entrace it as such or an manifestation as such a deal made with the word for all eternity..